My mom just told me I should live a little bit more of reality and forget the computer, because it is not real…
They always have to complain, because if it is the computer I am shut in, it’s because it is the computer… if it’s in books, it’s because it is books I am shut in… Can’t my parents and everyone else understand that I do not enjoy “normal” kinds of contact that implies “normal adults” (if you know what I mean)… I don’t know how to explain it, but I just prefer being alone in my world, than talk to a normal person who agrees with most conventions of society!
She says I am selfish, that I only think of myself… for not talking to people at home; for coming home and going directly to the computer…
I wish I could explain this to her, as I tried with my dad, but he didn’t understand, so I know she will not either.
